Because Benzene are oh-so-fascinating

This post has little or nothing to do with the above title.

I had OC Quiz 2 today. It was bad. Real bad. As expected, the questions were harder than that of the first quiz. Thankfully, I managed to calculate the specific rotation. The other theoretical questions though, was a whole other thing. I walked out of the E-Lab feeling shaky. It's not okay to revise, and then find out that you couldn't do answer those questions. It's just not. I need to put in more effort, complete all exercises and questions, and be super ready for EOS. It's a do or die situation. I have to.

The drive home felt longer today.

After freshing up, went out for lunch at Sushi Zanmai. At that point, I didn't bother where we went, or how much it costs. I just wanted something yummy to distract me. After lunch, bought back a cup of green tea ice-cream home for sharing. It tastes just right :)

The few hours after that were enjoyable, but towards the end, something happened. I was jealous that he spoke politely and nicely to a female friend of his, without rushing. I held on to it deep inside my heart and waited till I was back home while he went for his class. As usual, he refuse to talk about it, brushing it off aside, because it was nothing to him. As usual, it was always SOMETHING to me.

You're always saying that I'm scared to do this, scared to do that. That I'm scared to go out for dinner with you, because I went out the night before. That I'm always scared of my parents. That may be the case, or that could also mean that I respect them in my own way.

But what about you?

Though your parents may disagree with you being in a relationship, why don't YOU cross that barrier? Why don't you go AGAINST them? Now, that's one thing I'd like to see you do. What, are you scared? Are you afraid of them now? Why don't you give me a STATUS for once and for all? Why am I telling everyone that I have you, when you're not there for me? Why am I telling everyone that I'm not single, when I have no proof of it? Why am I doing that, and cancelling out my chances of meeting potential soul mates, when you're still opening your window and pushing your chances? What is the whole point of this thing?

hugs and kisses

Why won't coloured fonts appear in my blog posts anymore? :-/