fragile

it seems everybody was on the go today. even my 13 year old brother went out and came back at 11pm. i am very thankful that although it may be untrue, at least somebody remembered me and called me to go out with them...it kills me to know that the person was not him. i wasn't angry nor sad at all because he did thought of me, saying that i had class. but the least he could do was ask. awkwardly, it seems like he didnt want me to go out with his friends. i just wanted him to be able to do what he does and be honest about it and not keeping me in the shadows..loving does not mean caring, and caring does not guarantees love.many a times we have been warned of the dangers of misunderstanding lust and care as love. but for me, i would risk it all just to feel it. and thats true...

one random day, in discrete class, we were talking about death and joyjee said that now is not the right time to die as she has not yet repay her parents yet for raising her, the education she received, and for everything else. that really hit me. all this while i heard mostly everyone saying that they wished to get married, start a family and earn a 5 figure salary before dying.. i really admire her for that..

chemistry practical exam went pretty well and i did not make any major mistakes doing titration using KMnO4 and iron (II) sulfate.. except for theory and calculations, i think i would be quite okay this time =D

inspiration essay...here i come!

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