matthew is goin 2 ns tom i tink...good luck 2 u ya =D after ns come tell me all bout it cuz im next in second batch! hehe ^-^
meanwhile, life goes on as usual here. dad took leave until jan so he'll be at home temaning me rot here =D LOL
yesterday was one of da days where my life seem so pathetic all of a sudden. when i confront him, all he did was deny deny deny. he doesnt even bother to ask for forgiveness... i saw da comment wid my own eyes ok n y da hell would he wanna joke wid a close female fren about 'so long din call my hse phone adi???' like i said before, a guy who bothered to care about my feelings wouldnt do such thing. told him many many many times before about how dis hurt me so much n he din even bother to make an effort to TRY. y would he do such a thing to me if he claims im his real gf??? all he says is juz that he jokes around n that he n she is not serious about stuffs like dis. go ask any other girls n c wud they would answer la if u tink u can do that to juz ANY OTHER GIRL, JERK! i tot that i could juz remain silent over his lack of seriousness n juz be patient but look, he is crossing da damn border rite now. i dunno if i shd blame myself or wud but i feel damn hurt rite now. everybody wants to be cared for, rite? why couldnt i be one of them? to forgive n forget was one of my resolutions n i guess i gotta do sumthing now...
feeling like a fool
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