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2day i felt so frustrated wid my ownself. its like i hav no control over my actions n feelings. i act like a stupid siu jie whole day ler n i was damn frustrated at myself.

firstly, when i got 2 skool, i showed him da girl deric n da gang hav been talkin about (he wanted 2 noe who was it) n even tho he didnt c da gurl ( juz her back) he sed da girl wasnt pretty cuz she isnt tall. WTH?!?!?! den i asked him bak n he sed tat he was juz jk... da other time was mon when he suddenly out of nowhere said tat he wants a tall gf. i was seriously sayin WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH in my heart. those who noe me shd noe tat im not TALL k?? WTH was his hidden msg saying he wants a tall gf?? if happiness 2 him was a tall gf, go ahead n find 1! god noes i hav a tall fren sitting near me in class... so y da hell mess wid me?? well dunno wad was i tinking at dat time mayb i was really pms-ing but i was seriously mad at him tat time.

i was about 2 type out another or my pms-ing incident until i chat wid cb. its like he can say out everything i wanted 2 say but was afraid of doin so. i now noe da advantage of bein tall but wad can i say?? dun tink i'll grow much adi... it was fun talking 2 him. talkin 2 him made me 4get bout my probs LOL

oh well guess mayb im juz over-reacting...i'll giv tmr another chance!! gtg study adi...

ciaoz