2day my frens tried 2 get sumthin out of me. they wanted 2 noe da truth bout me n my relationship. i tried so hard 2 change topic n it doesnt work. haha. i wanted 2 tell mz oni but then im sure she'll tell pang too...i juz felt intimidated by pang. duno why tho...juz she makes me scare of her, like if im tellin her sumthin, she'll end up scoldin me liddat. i noe its 4 my own gd but gosh she really sound like a mom! no offense there, pang....ure juz gd at speaking ur mind n not afraid of showing it out. but all i wanted was sum1 2 hear me, listen 2 me n giv me a piece of their mind. oh i dunno how 2 explain it but i like how gd mz makes me feel....like she said wud i wanted 2 say in my heart, n yet she assure me tat everythin is ok... she's my pet mom n i love her 4 it =)
2day itself he managed 2 persuade me 2 tell him sumthin he wasnt clear of. yet by da time i was sure of myself, he made me tot of sumthin else again. i noe i fell in love wid da wrong guy. i do not feel safe when im wid him, like he's gonna change his mind 1 day n run away n stuffs. yes i admit im hopelessly in love wid da wrong guy. gosh pls help me!!! i really need 2 study...spm is like few months more n wud m i doin?? thinking bout him instead of da periodic table?? dis is driving me crazy. 
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