happy bday lkm!! ^-^

i've learned how 2 add in my lil pet twinky! tho its not my work but stil....hehe =) 2day is soh po (lkm)'s birthday!!! din get 2 go out wid her dis hol, but i'll b sure 2 go out wid her next time! ^-^

went over 2 his hse juz now n well i juz got myself confuse again. he sed alot of stuffs...dunno whether it was frm his heart or juz making it up, but i totally agree tat sum of wad he sed was true. (haha fortune teller!! =P) tho it seems like i hav alot of "secret" i tink tat i soo do not. im juz an ordinary gurl wid an ordinary life trying 2 figure out wad i wan in life. all i hav is juz dreams, fantasy n stupid probs tat i made up in my head. i tink he noes wad i wan n how i m even if i do not show it out on da outside...but whether he was juz guessin or sumthin....I DUN NOE. he made me realise alot of stuffs, thought about it n pushing me bak 2 reality. i hav no idea wad to do now. im juz wayy confuse...it may seem like i hav a "perfect life" complete wid nice parents who would let me go out sumtimes, sponser half of my handphone, pay all my bills, giv me a nice hse 2 stay n stuffs liddat. yeah i'll agree. but sumtimes its juz plain hard when i dunno wad i wan n did sumthin i shd not do n dissapoint them eventho i noe very well tat i shd not. weird huh?

oh well. i juz need 2 clear my head of all dis. i seriously need a break!! its a lucky thing im goin 2 mines tom...wish me all da best!
xoxo